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I have been a longtime reader of Firedoglake, and only just recently finally signed up to make comments on the great coverage of #OccupyWallStreet. This my first post, so forgive me if I screw up.
The Reader’s Digest version of my story goes like this:
For almost 20 years I worked as a Union Carpenter building concrete forms on bridges, high-rises, and commercial buildings. The work was heavy, dirty, and dangerous, and I loved it.
In March 2007 I started getting what I thought was just a migraine. It wouldn’t go away and I started having pain in my neck and numbness and pain down my right extremities. I ended up having three of the vertebrae in my neck removed. This helped the numbness and pain down my right side, but the migraine-like pain persists to this day.
I had a second surgery to install rods and screws down the back of my neck after the screws in the plate down the front of my neck loosened. This stabilized my neck, but it ended up increasing my neck pain.
I have been unable to work since this all started.
It took two years to be finally approved for Social Security Disability, and with it I was qualified for my pension. I truly feel that I am one of the lucky ones. We have managed to keep our house with my wife’s income and the kind of frugality that the working class family learns through necessity.
I know what a physical safety net is; I have installed them in elevator shafts during construction. That net keeps a mishandled tool or material from falling on the people working below. To keep ourselves from falling we would tie off with a lanyard or cable.
I prefer to think of Social Security as my family’s Safety Lanyard. It is hard to explain the feelings of failure and emasculation that come with no longer being able to support your family. I have been able to accept it better by thinking that Social Security was the insurance paid from my years of hard work. It infuriates me to no end when I hear the phrase “entitlements.” It is just like my pension. It was purchased with sweat, pain, and three cervical discs.
Now we have politicians of both parties trying desperately to make cuts to the working and middle class safety lanyards. We are in a class war. The few rather than the many are winning a war of attrition that could be fixed so easily that it’s an obscenity. We must win for all Americans. The social safety net allows for a stable nation and a prosperous economy.
That’s the short version.Thank you all for supporting the safety net, and I may not be able to work, but I can still fight for your right to it when you need it.




26 Comments

“We must win for all Americans”
Well said and thanks for posting.
I was saddened to read about your injury, the medical procedures you had to go through and your loss of your ability to do what you loved to do.
Thank you for your honesty and for supporting the battle for our safety nets against “those old enemies of peace” (FDR), organized ‘money’ and corrupt politicians.
Thanks for sharing. Your story is not dissimilar to my Dad’s–only his occurred a generation ago. The company he worked for literally stole his hearing, leaving him isolated in his retirement. (Yeah, I know–he could’ve learned sign language; he could’ve embraced the burgeoning computer explosion–but he didn’t.) Both his company pension and his disability social security were EARNED through years of hard work and sacrifice. It pains me, now, to see these hard-earned safety nets cavalierly labeled ENTITLEMENTS, as though they are gifts–not earned insurance benefits and paid-for pensions.
Recommended, thanks for your story. We need to speak up every time the obscenity “entitlements” is uttered with reference to ss or medicare. I paid a lot, and would have paid more, for these programs, and it infuriates me that “entitlements” has become the de facto way to refer to them.
You’ll all please excuse me if it takes me a bit to catch up with the comments.
I love that FDR speech, not just because it’s a good speech, but because he acted on it. Unfortunately I don’t feel that the current batch of politicians have both those qualities at once.
I empathize with your Father. I was fortunate to have help to understand pain better. I facilitate with a group that holds meetings of people with pain. That you use the word isolation really spoke to me, because that is also one of the side effects for people with chronic pain.
The language of politics is now carefully tested by people like Frank Luntz to be as loaded as possible. It also lacks a true moral compass.
I would love for the word “entitlement” to be treated with the same hellabaloo that Janet Jackson’s breast was given.
This my first post, so forgive me if I screw up…
*heh* Not too shabby in having your first post front-paged…! *g*
Outstanding post, carpenterpoetzz…! I hope ya won’t be a stranger to myFDL…!
Excellent post, and highly recommended! Thank you for sharing your story. As you point out, Social Security is NOT an “entitlement,” it is a life-saving insurance program for working people, and it makes me sick to hear politicians, including Democrats, disparage and belittle it in this way, as preparation to destroying it.
It is definitely a class war, one they have been winning for decades.
carpenterpoetzz, you write beautifully, and from the heart. Welcome to the Lake.
As gesneri said, the word “entitlements” is an obscenity. It is employed, deliberately and with malice, to elicit a Pavlov-like response. It is a dog whistle which has the sub-text “these lazy welfare queens think that they are entitled to….”
We need to observe carefully those who use this term, and consider their motivation.
Best wishes and regards to you and your wife. Look forward to reading more of your posts.
Thanks for your courage here and in your work….SS made much of my mother’s later life possible; lest we forget. Good luck with what you are doing; thank you for letting us share.
The last last thing you are is ‘emasculated’. Anyone who can conquer what you have, with your will intact and your fighting spirit, is as whole a man as anyone on this planet.
Thank you so much for your eloquent diary. Recommended.
When I hear a twenty-something brainwashed idiot bad mouth Social Security and say “it will never be there when I retire,” I ask them if they know that right now they are in possession of a 500k disability plan, assuming an average life span, afforded by their meager contributions to social security. I then ask them to call a disability insurance company and get prices on a 500k disability policy, and to be sure to ask the company if they will be in business, and sending out checks monthly for the next fifty years.
Most young Rethugs are unaware of the incredible disability policy they own. One right wing nutjob, in his twenties, told me he didn’t want the policy, and I reminded him that his disability benefits were actually for the benefit of the people who would have to take care of his sorry ass.
I’m glad you and your wife are in a secure position. Thanks for opening yourself.
Recommended.
carpenterpoetzz,
Great post. Great writing. Keep them coming.
“The Dude abides.”
Thanks for sharing. And, yes, keep on reading; keep on writing. You have much to share with us. It’s warm and welcoming at the Lake.
Thanks, when one lives with something like this, and if they have the least bit of introspection, the story becomes the one thing they try to understand. It kind of hones itself.
Welcome to the Lake carpenterpoetzz! Thank you for an excellent post — and I like your handle, too : )
This bit was the best:
“Social Security was the insurance paid from my years of hard work. It infuriates me to no end when I hear the phrase “entitlements.” It is just like my pension. It was purchased with sweat, pain, and three cervical discs.”
I think this is one of the best descriptions of Social Security as an earned benefit that I have ever seen. We really cannot point this out often enough to those who fail to understand that concept. Well done.
And the fact that politicians seem to think that working an extra couple years is no big deal. It is, and almost all the people I knew that made it working in the construction trades until their mid-forties, were counting the years to decide if they could make it.
Thank You All for all your kind words and empathy. I am sorry I am behind in responding. I was actually with a group of people with chronic pain. Trust me it is not a good get rich scheme, but it allows us to live with some dignity. I know that sounds like a sappy cliche, but sometimes the truth is sappy. We cannot fall back on trust funds set up for us by our Great-Grandparents, a fact that seems lost on the DC village idiots.
tweeted and recommended — thank you for sharing your story. congrats on being front paged at fdl with your first myfld diary!!! i’m looking forward to reading what you have to say in the future.
I must also tell you how much your words mean to me. Not the comments here, but the posts and comments you have written before. I am a fan of the writing of so many here at FDL, and recently it seems like the only non-psychophantic place around.
Carpenterpoetzz, you write beautifully. Please consider more diaries. I’m happy you have delurked; please comment regularly.
I feel the same fury when I hear the word *entitlement*. You know if we never had SS, people would have invented other safety nets and they would have created other ways of doing things. To set something up and make it a no choice part of the cultural fabric and force hundreds of millions to pay into it monthly and then try to take it and say those needing it are a drain is an outrageous and sick lie. Not to mention that those saying it is an “entitlement” and actually acting like it is charity also dipped into the pensions of of the same hundreds of millions and took their retirement fund money for themselves also.
We have been groomed like children to accept the unacceptable. Like the victims of pedophiles, we have been taught something unquestionably bad is okay if it comes from an authority figure. If it hurts you, then something is wrong with you, and that there is nothing you can do about it.
the people in real power are the banks controlling the politicians and it is they that want this money. It is not theirs but they get everything by just saying so and then spreading money around those with the power to dictate. I won’t vote for Obama or anyone with Goldman Sachs and/or any other banks on their donor list. I will simply not vote if I have no choice between a GoldmanSachsir owned leader. Of course they don’t care but Im not playing this idiotic game with these horrid corrupt inbred sociopaths. I’m not taking it up the ass for these bastards without a fight and I’m not going to suck knob and pull the lever for the “lesser of the two evils” little grooming game.
Total REvolution is all we have. I hate to say it. America is gone and the government is also gone. It has been bought and under new management and they are just keeping the old storefront. That’s what people haven’t figure out. Our government is completely privatized and being turned into just another for profit company just like health care.
You have helped build this country, and your body bears testament.
You did not betray us.
What have our masters done for this country?
Torn it down and sold it off like the Treasonous Sociopaths that they are.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwcKwGS7OSQ