Singer/songwriter Mac Davis wrote “In the Ghetto” about his childhood friend in Lubbock, Texas. In an interview, Mac said, “I grew up with a little boy who lived in the ghetto… And it was a part of town I could never understand why my little buddy had to live over there and I lived where I lived. And his dad did construction work with my dad…And I had always wanted to write a song called ‘The Vicious Circle’.”
The title was later changed to “In the Ghetto;” Elvis Presley made the song (and Mac Davis) famous when he recorded it in 1969.
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In 1979, mr. hfc and I had just moved to Dallas. Mr. hfc was a carpenter and there was a building boom; it was the J.R. Ewing era. Big shiny buildings were cropping up everywhere. One of mr. hfc’s first jobs was rehabbing the West Dallas housing projects, which had been built in the early 1950s. The improvements were funded by a $13.5 million grant from HUD “for developments that have a high vacancy rate and are in poor condition.”
Perhaps the Dallas Chamber of Commerce should have taken better care of their investment. From a History of the Dallas Housing Authority:
EXPANSION OF LOW-INCOME FAMILY HOUSING IN THE 1950s
In 1950, the Dallas Chamber of Commerce and the Council of Social Agencies recommended that West Dallas be annexed by the city of Dallas as soon as possible and that DHA be authorized to establish 3,500 units in West Dallas. [snip]
Master Plan Engineer Harland Bartholomew, under contract with the city, published a report on Dallas housing that included these findings: Dallas slums and the blighted areas in which they lay were a definite danger to health and social and economic welfare of the city; and Dallas could not long continue to live with its slums without sickening from them.
In place of the slums that existed in West Dallas, DHA built dwelling units that were solidly constructed and with modern facilities. Several permanent housing developments were constructed by DHA in the early 1950s. [my bold]
From a photo caption in the Dallas Morning News, December 15, 1952:
Under construction in West Dallas are (1) 1,500 dwellings for low-income whites in the large area outlined, (2) 500 apartments for Latin-Americans in the small circle and (3) 1,500 units from Hampton to the left for Negroes.
Then in 1956 a 3,500 unit public housing complex was to be built just north of the RSR lead smelter facility. The southern edge of the public housing complex was located 50 feet (15 m) from the lead smelter’s property line.
The RSR smelter is now a Superfund site.
In 1985, public housing in Dallas became the focus of a landmark racial discrimination lawsuit, Walker v. United States Department of Housing and Urban Development, in which seven African-American women “successfully argued that the historical segregation of public housing demanded remedies that would provide families with access to housing opportunities outside of the low income, racially isolated, and often deteriorated housing into which the government had effectively steered them by desire and design.”
The 1979 rehab was never completed and the West Dallas projects were eventually torn down and replaced with single family homes and more public housing units.
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During his time on that ill-fated job, Mr. hfc met André Robison. Eighteen-year-old André, who lived in the projects with his mother and his sister, got a job as a laborer with the construction crew. Everybody fell in love with lanky, goofy André during that long, hot Texas summer. His standard uniform was cutoff jeans, cowboy boots and no shirt. By mid-afternoon, the breakneck work would begin to get to him and André (like everybody) would begin to slow down. Mr. hfc would tease him and yell, “Get up off of that turtle thang, André!” And that became André’s nickname among the carpenters: Turtle Thang. Mr. hfc brought André with him to his next job, working for a contractor who was renovating homes in one of Dallas’ historic neighborhoods. “We were gentrifying,” says mr. hfc.
One weekend, André made a point of visiting his boss, Gus, and each of his co-workers. André had not really ever been out of the projects. He acted like he was visiting a foreign country when he came to our apartment. He didn’t come right out and say it, but he was telling everybody goodbye. Six months before that, André’s sister had been raped and beaten and André had gone after the man who did it, shooting him and putting him in the hospital. Now the man was out of the hospital. André knew his life was in danger. He was right. A few days later, André was shot in the back on his front porch, in the projects, in the ghetto. He died in his mother’s arms.
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I hadn’t thought about André in a long while. But yesterday the San Francisco Chronicle published a photo essay titled “Too Young to Die,” about some of the young people who were killed last year in Oakland. When I saw this photo of 17-year-old Lamont Price, I found myself right back in that funeral parlor in West Dallas.
André was too young to die. Mr. hfc and I were just kids our ownselves—25 and 19, respectively. Mr. hfc was a pallbearer and he didn’t even have a suit; he had to rent one. I had never been to a funeral, let alone a black funeral in the middle of the projects. Andre’s family owned a small piece of land somewhere in Texas that they sold in order to pay for his funeral; they spared no expense. There were five of us white folks, including Andre’s boss and his other co-workers, up in the gallery, packed in among more black people than I had ever seen. We’d already made our slow walk past André’s open casket and were waiting for André’s relatives to get through that terrible, awful ordeal. As they approached his coffin, women fainted; women screamed; some were carried out of the building. I had never seen such grief. I feel it now, 30 years later, because nothing has changed. André is dead. And his mama cries.
People, don’t you understand
The child needs a helping hand
Or he’ll grow to be an angry young man some day
Take a look at you and me,
Are we too blind to see,
Do we simply turn our heads
And look the other way



28 Comments

For André and Lamont and all the young ones who die for lack of our care and concern; and for you and your pain, hotflashcarol: it can be a hard world of too much pain. When we can soften it for anyone, we should try.
I wish I could wrap my arms around you.
Thank you, wendydavis, I would take that hug. This was quite a revelation to me, for sure. Mr. hfc and I have been crying since yesterday morning. I can’t let this go . . . because of Andre.
Sometimes it really does help to write about our pain and it’s seemingly inexorable journey toward us. What a kindness Mr. hfc did for Turtle Thang, and you as well. ‘…visiting a foreign country’ knocked me out as much as any words you wrote; I’ve seen that look before.
Dunno if this might help, and I know you’re not a believer either, but as I was saying to Isaiah, music like this transcends religion and goes right to one’s spiritual center. For Mr. hfc as well.
Get some sleep, darlin’.
It’s not Christmas but…Someday at Christmas.
Mr. hfc didn’t realize he was doing a kindness, exactly; both of us were quite ignorant about just how segregated Dallas still was.
Thank you for the music. Hope you sleep well, too, my friend.
It doesn’t have to be Christmas. I’ll take that any time. Thank you.
(((hfc)))
This is one of my all time favorite Elvis songs and it makes me cry every time I hear it. Mac Davis gets overshadowed on this song even though he’s a great singer.
There is so much hate and intolerance that pushes people and wastes their lives for no reason.
What wendydavis said, hfc. In my church for those we’ve lost the hymn is ‘Memory Eternal’ and a part of that you have provided in writing this. Thank you.
This was as close as I could get to a rendition such as my little church would give in response to such a sorrow:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvdLBcfWlmk
This song just came to me as I was thinking about André. I knew Mac Davis wrote “In the Ghetto” (I had a big crush on him; he was pretty popular in Texas when I was there). What I didn’t know is what provided him with the inspiration to write it. I was hoping it wasn’t just some exploitive commercial song. It felt good to know that it wasn’t, that some country singer from Lubbock had already figured out that this cycle of poverty and inequality is the root cause of so many evils.
Thank you, juliania. I am very interested in exploring ritual. In the past, I have shied away from it and now I find myself needing it.
If they awarded Nobel prizes for diaries, this would win one.
Highly recommended.
Thank you, hotflashcarol.
Thank you, Isaiah, but the prize goes to the mamas who take another breath and keep on raising their other children, and, in many cases, spend the rest of their lives trying to make sure that it doesn’t happen to someone else’s baby. I know way too many of them.
Typing through tears, hfc, (((((hugs)))) to you and mr. hfc, all the others who are with us in this spirit.
Thank you so much for putting this story up. Love you, all my friends here. I meant to read yesterday and it got away from me.
Too many Mommas crying.
Thank you, barbara. I tried to remember how I felt back then and it seems like it was mostly shock that the world could be so cruel. I wasn’t a mother yet. I didn’t understand white privilege and what it afforded me. Mr. hfc and I were poor but that didn’t consign us to a whole separate existence.
And his mama cries
Endless sadness.
Dunno how I forgot this one, Miz Firecracker; ‘One Time, One Night‘.
‘People having so much faith
Die too soon while all the rest come late
We write a song that no one sings
On a cold black stone
Where a lasting peace will finally bring
The sunlight plays upon my windowpane
I wake up to a world that’s still the same
My father said to be strong
And that a good man could never do wrong
In a dream I had last night in America’
Kimani is dead but at least the Rite Aid will recover.
And then there is this horror story from Chicago, today, in which the MSM proclaims right out of the gate that the baby’s father is a gangster. Even if that’s true, do reporters feel any obligation whatsoever to explain why he is a gangster and how it is that he lives in a world where six-month-old babies die from multiple gunshot wounds?
One of my all time favorite songs. The first time you hear it, it’s like a punch in the stomach. The melody doesn’t prepare you for the truth.
I just saw that too. Shit. Chicago and guns is a really bad mix. So incredibly tragic, but you know, we love our guns more than our children.
Rahm’s adding more police and locking more people up. That’ll fix it.
Ritual should be flexible, humble, intimate. Then it can be very helpful. We sang this melody very much as in this rendition, and I loved that the bells were being rung as well – that’s the only ‘instrument’ Orthodox churches have besides the beautiful human voice.
This is really beautiful…another lost life. But much graced
with your kindness. I know that area in west Dallas…used to be
a world apart. Like the projects that were not restored after
Katrina in New Orleans….homes for a lot of people. Talking about faith…both the New and Old Testaments teach the prophetic view for looking out for the lost and the lonely, widows, children, and setting the prisoners free. We’re not so good at the challenge, esp as we love locking people up.
Thank you for sharing your experience and gentleness.
Thank you, RevBev. “A world apart” is exactly right. As I researched this diary, I was sickened to see the extent of institutionalized segregration and racism perpetrated by the local and federal governments, quite intentionally. And we’re still doing it, although as you said, now we spend most of that money on prisons. Jesus the carpenter must be weeping.
Thanks….yes, and sort of makes me weep, also.
We seem so lost.
I am grateful that I didn’t know, back when I was 19 and my friend André died, that not much was going to change in my lifetime.
Mr. hfc just reminded me that when he first went to work in the projects, he was walking down a sidewalk and an older black gentlemen was walking toward him. The man stepped down into the gutter in order to allow mr. hfc to pass. It took a while for it to dawn on him why that happened, in what we thought were modern times. Mr. hfc was from sunny California and had not been properly indoctrinated with hatred based on the color of someone’s skin. He said he didn’t realize back then that he was integrating the construction crew by bringing André along to the next job. Or how lucky he was that he worked for an enlightened old German building contractor who not only chose to hire André, but later gave the crew the day off so that everyone could attend the funeral.
Edited to add: It pains me that our behavior is perceived as being kind, instead of as just being human. We were so innocent and so naive. That’s why we have to count on young people to fix things; they don’t yet know just how broken they are.
You’re correct that in one sense our speaking of your kindness is very patronizing. On the other hand, *that* you were woefully ignorant of the then prevalent atmospherics…is to your credit, including your, and Mr. hfc’s bafflement. And yet, you proceeded to behave like the *best* of human beings with Andre and everyone you’ve made friendships and alliances with since then…that places you in (gawd’s blood, I hate to say it, think it) another realm.
This ain’t comin’ out right, Miz Firecracker, and I’m sorry for that.
I know what you’re saying, no apologies needed. These are hard conversations and we are all trying to tell the truth as we know it, with whatever words we have. I was worried about using “In the Ghetto,” because I was concerned that it was dated and racist and patronizing, but it turns out it came from a sincere place and it might as well have been about André.