You may not really want to read this; I didn’t really want to write it, but I needed to. I think it’s arguably our moral duty as Americans to bear some small witness to the atrocities done to others in our names. As painful as it is for us, it’s a mere mote in our eyes compared to the endless suffering, now proving likely to be multi-generational, to those we’ve waged war upon. As TarheelDem put it so succinctly, as the US and NATO are soon to be ostensibly ‘between wars’, other enemies are being sought to justify that alliance’s expansion and goals. These hideous deeds will continue apace unless our citizenry rallies sufficiently to put a stop to the madness that is war without end, hidden in lies, but cynically waged covertly in the name of Empire and Profit.
The reports Robert Fisk has brought this week are only the most recent chronicles of the massive increase in stillbirths, deformities, disabilities and life-threatening conditions among the infants born to parents in Fallujah since Operation Phantom Fury which began on November 7, 2004.
You’ll likely remember it was the second major attack on Fallujah in retaliation for the insurgent killings of four Blackwater (insert any profanity here) employees who were dragged from their vehicle, burned, and their bodies hung over a bridge across the Euphrates River. Revenge. Retaliation. Annihilation in perpetuity.
The assault began in the early hours of November 8, 2004 with an intense bombing that included the next-generation napalm, white phosphorus which turned people into human fireballs, depleted uranium ‘bunker-busting’ bombs that destroyed most of the buildings in the city of over 300,000, and left the soil, water and air deadly. Apparently, upon hitting a tank or bunker, they disintegrate, with up to 40 per cent of the uranium, which is still radioactive, turning into fine powder.
Roger Coghill, who conducts research on the subject at laboratories in Gwent, said:
‘The particles are so small that they don’t fall back to earth, they hang around in the atmosphere and are still very deadly years after the conflict.’
The dust particles are not only poisonous, they can enter the bloodstream and become lodged in the lymph glands from where they emit radiation that could cause cancer”.
Many Iraqis had been invited to leave before the assault; figures vary on percentages that fled from 70-90%, but over 200,000 are said to be part of the Iraqi Diaspora even now.
The US military claims over 2,000 ‘insurgents’ were killed; Iraqi figures counted 6,000 civilians killed outright, many more maimed and disfigured.
During the long and bloody seige of the city, howitzers and other machines of death pounded the place with shells and bullets made with depleted uranium. Trash piles in Iraq have been notorious for children picking through the debris for usable items; the military claims it has begun to bury the debris. Kind of them.
As part of his recent series, Fisk visited Fallujah General Hospital to see if the reports from Alexander Cockburn and others were accurate; he wondered where the pictures were, dismayed that the US press is so loth to cover the story, and why more studies aren’t being done to discover what’s going on with the children of Fallujah.
“The pictures flash up on a screen on an upper floor of the Fallujah General Hospital. And all at once, Nadhem Shokr al-Hadidi’s administration office becomes a little chamber of horrors. A baby with a hugely deformed mouth. A child with a defect of the spinal cord, material from the spine outside the body. A baby with a terrible, vast Cyclopean eye. Another baby with only half a head, stillborn like the rest, date of birth 17 June, 2009. Yet another picture flicks onto the screen: date of birth 6 July 2009, it shows a tiny child with half a right arm, no left leg, no genitalia.
“We see this all the time now,” Al-Hadidi says, and a female doctor walks into the room and glances at the screen. She has delivered some of these still-born children. “I’ve never seen anything as bad as this in all my service,” she says quietly. [snip] I asked to see these photographs, to ensure that the stillborn children, the deformities, were real. There’s always a reader or a viewer who will mutter the word “propaganda” under their breath.
But the photographs are a damning, ghastly reward for such doubts. January 7, 2010: a baby with faded, yellow skin and misshapen arms. April 26, 2010: a grey mass on the side of the baby’s head. A doctor beside me speaks of “Tetralogy of Fallot”, a transposition of the great blood vessels. May 3, 2010: a frog-like creature in which – the Fallujah doctor who came into the room says this – “all the abdominal organs are trying to get outside the body.”
This is too much. These photographs are too awful, the pain and emotion of them – for the poor parents, at least – impossible to contemplate. They simply cannot be published.”
‘War Crimes in Fallujah’ at this site contains disturbing pictures, revelations of chemicals and radioactive metals used against Iraqis Try to look at the photos, and read some of the first-hand accounts. There are stories of cover-ups and military denials, including this piece American journalist Dahr Jamail wrote for Al Jazeera on 1/06/2011, who also quoted Dr. Alani:
“We have all kinds of defects now, ranging from congenital heart disease to severe physical abnormalities, both in numbers you cannot imagine,” Alani told Al Jazeera at her office in the hospital, while showing countless photos of shocking birth defects.
As of December 21, Alani, who has worked at the hospital since 1997, told Al Jazeera she had personally logged 677 cases of birth defects since October 2009. Just eight days later when Al Jazeera visited the city on December 29, that number had already risen to 699.
“There are not even medical terms to describe some of these conditions because we’ve never seen them until now,” she said. “So when I describe it all I can do is describe the physical defects, but I’m unable to provide a medical term.”
Dr Samira Alani, who has been working as a pediatrician at Fallujah General Hospital since 1997, has registered 699 cases of birth defects in Fallujah babies since late 2009.
“We have no system to register all of them, so we have so many cases we are missing,” she said. “Just yesterday a colleague told me of a newborn with thanatophoric dysplasia and she did not register it. I think I only know of 40-50 per cent of the cases because so many families have their babies at home and we never know of these, and other clinics are not registering them either.“
One entry on the website says:
“February 26, 2005, the German newspaper Junge Welt published an interview with Dr. Mohammad J. Haded, a member of the medical staff of the Central Hospital of Fallujah, and Mohammad F. Awad, a member of the Iraqi Red Crescent Society who helped gather corpses in Fallujah for identification.
In that interview, Dr. Haded described Fallujah as “Dresden in Iraq” and Awad recounted the “remarkable number of dead people [who] were totally charred.”
Dr. Haded also described how U.S. forces “wiped out” the hospital in Fallujah, attacked rescue vehicles, and destroyed a makeshift field hospital.”
American documentary-maker Mark Manning has made similar observations; you can read his story of being embedded in Fallujah here.
The doctors at Fallujah warn that there haven’t been enough studies done to absolutely tie the hideous increase in birth defects to depleted uranium, but expert Christopher Busby has said that the culprit is more likely that than the ‘napalm derivative’, WP:
“…the uranium particles can also wreck the DNA of sperm and eggs produced by contaminated adults – causing a multitude of birth defects in any baby they conceive, and that “white phosphorus is not something that specifically damages the DNA, but depleted uranium, normal uranium and enriched uranium are all mutagens and cause birth defects at quite small concentrations.”
A study done by Busby and two other researchers two years ago showed a 12-fold increase in childhood cancer in Fallujah since the 2004 attacks. The report also showed the sex ratio had declined from normal to 86 boys to 100 girls, together with a spread of diseases indicative of genetic damage similar to but of far greater incidence than Hiroshima.
Dr Alani visited Japan recently, where she met with Japanese doctors who study birth defect rates they believe related to radiation from the US nuclear bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
She was told birth defect incidence rates there are between 1-2 per cent. Alani’s log of cases of birth defects amounts to a rate of 14.7 per cent of all babies born in Fallujah, more than 14 times the rate in the affected areas of Japan.
Tragically, Fisk reports:
“What is so shameful is that these deformities continue unmonitored. One Fallujah doctor, an obstetrician trained in Britain – she left only five months ago – who has purchased from her own sources for her private clinic a £79,000 scanning machine for prenatal detection of congenital abnormalities, gives me her name and asks why the Ministry of Health in Baghdad will not hold a full official investigation into the deformed babies of Fallujah.
“I have been to see the ministry,” she says. “They said they would have a committee. I went to the committee. And they have done nothing. I just can’t get them to respond.” Then, 24 hours later, the same woman sends a message to a friend of mine, another Iraqi doctor, asking me not to use her name.”
In March of 2010:
US assault on Fallujah: Women Warned not to have babies
Oh, you Masters of War…
You’ve thrown the worst fear
That can ever be hurled
Fear to bring children
Into the world
For threatening my baby
Unborn and unnamed
You ain’t worth the blood
That runs in your veins.
~ Bob Dylan
American dissident writer William Blum wrote at killinghope.org in 2010:
“… no American should be allowed to forget that the nation of Iraq, the society of Iraq, have been destroyed, ruined, a failed state. The Americans, beginning 1991, bombed for 12 years, with one excuse or another; then invaded, then occupied, overthrew the government, killed wantonly, tortured … the people of that unhappy land have lost everything — their homes, their schools, their electricity, their clean water, their environment, their neighborhoods, their mosques, their archaeology, their jobs, their careers, their professionals, their state-run enterprises, their physical health, their mental health, their health care, their welfare state, their women’s rights, their religious tolerance, their safety, their security, their children, their parents, their past, their present, their future, their lives …
“More than half the population either dead, wounded, traumatized, in prison, internally displaced, or in foreign exile … The air, soil, water, blood and genes drenched with depleted uranium … the most awful birth defects … unexploded cluster bombs lie in wait for children to pick them up … an army of young Islamic men went to Iraq to fight the American invaders; they left the country more militant, hardened by war, to spread across the Middle East, Europe and Central Asia … a river of blood runs alongside the Euphrates and Tigris … through a country that may never be put back together again.
“Unhappy the land that has no heroes …
No. Unhappy the land that needs heroes.”
~ Bertolt Brecht, Life of Galileo”
Ralph Nader and others instead want the heroic good guys honored, and wrote yesterday about the Ridenhour awards ceremony for truthtellers and whistleblowers, press coverage of which he says is nonexistent.
The least we can possibly do right now is imagine every suffering child in Fallujah and around the world, whether it be from birth defects, illness, poverty, homelessness, fear of the following days, inadequate parents…anything…might be able to hear this song we send them, and imagine being loved and comforted by absolute and unconditional love. And…keep some for yourselves; we all deserve it, whether we got it or not.
wd




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But, but… they hate us for our freedoms.
It’s awful. You should include at least one picture.
Australian physician Dr Helen Caldicott exposes military thinking and strategy put in place since Hiroshima and Nagasaki:
“A war means that you fight a war, you win and you rebuild yourself up from the rubble. This is not a war. This is extermination.” (time pt 9:05, [Film, 1982] “If You Love This Planet” by Terre Nash)
MoD (here, here and here via @CADU_UK) and the Pentagon (here and here via @ICBUW) won’t say so who will tell the truth about just how long the militaries as the US have been using DU, which I suspect is before Fallujah.
The Bradley Manning and Assange cases are very much about protecting MoD’s & Pentagon’s continued, unfettered & constant extermination campaigns.
Obviate the international news blackout on all things nuclear and Deplete Uranium with a routine visit every 15 hours to an international anti-war and anti-nuclear news aggregation site, The OcNuke Daily #OccupyNuclear, which is curated by Californian Robert Cherwink. See Japan “No Nukes!” and “No Fascism!” protest photos in the edition coming out later on this afternoon that are not being published by corporate media there and at this Twitter stream.
Thank you, wd!
This is an example of an actual ISSUE that we should be paying attention to and discussing, not some attention-seeking fascist shill with no personal skin in the game trying to promote a meaningless horse-race.
Highly rec’d!
A photo you must at least see now:
“’Japan kills Japanese’ – Slogan Found at #Tokyo Anti Nuke Rally” (Apr. 29, 2012, 12:37:19 via: Instagram by Takayuki Akimoto)
Reminder that central governments are not only deploying drones down to police department levels but are considering nuclear drones (Voice of Russia, Moscow, Apr. 09, 2012) and the public has no idea if these are carrying nukes and DU armaments.
Yes, it almost could make you think they hadn’t ever gotten to meet with Dubya’s secret weapon, his envoy to the Middle East Karen Hughes.
I couldn’t find any creative commons photos, kissesfrogs. The link at “War Crimes in Fallujah” (I’ll go bold it; I got lost there for hours) has a lot; I didn’t include this page as possible overkill.
I admit I wept too much anyway, but the babby corn with three heads and the babby born with on Cyclopian eye would have tipped me over the edge had I seen photos.
But, but aren’t we supposed to be proud to be Americuns, whar at least we know we’re free?
One of my uncles was lead navigator for one of the bombing wings that reduced Dresden to rubble in 1945 and killed tens, or was it hundreds?, of thousands of German civilians. He made the mistake of visiting Dresden right after the war, and was so horrified that he suffered a nervous breakdown and suffered from a guilt trip for the rest of his life.
I’m sure he’d feel the same way about Fallujah, maybe worse, because our government knew about the previous examples of the horrors of war on civilian populations. But Empires don’t care.
Thanks for the post. I know it must have been hard to write. Recc’d.
You’d have to think it’s been in use all along in Iraq; these articles may say, but most are pdf’s, and some glitch is causing my Adobe Reader to not work, even the new ones I download won’t work.
Shoot; my Firefox can’t get into the site, and my crap n’t letting me embed a hyperlink. Anyhoo:
http://thefallujahproject.org/home/node/15
And thank you for all the links, mzchief; I’ll look as soon as I can.
Thanks again, mzchief. When I was a bit of a girl and read a biography of Marie Curie I was stunned and horrified by the destructive power of uranium, and have been further horrified by the continually decreasing bar of what amounts of exposure are considered ‘safe’.
Thank you, Euclid. A few months ago one of my favorite people and writers said this would be a time too fraught to blog the closer we got to elections. I countered that I write on issues, not politics, which seem so irrelevant now. But if once in awhile some politicians get skewered, what the hell? And in this case…it’s all of them; they fund the wars, the system is corrupt and decaying, and no longer serves the will of the people.
What has to happen at that point?
I’d seen that idea walking around the net; and thanks for the photo, which is hard to look away from as your mind pings so many images. That disaster continues to be covered in propaganda as info is coming out that one containment pool may blow again soon.
Imagine the birth defects to come, the leukemia, the other cancers. Staggering. And the plan is to start burning the ‘low level’ debris. Not that that bar will mean a thing, according to Arne Gunderson, and then…it’s on the wind.
I remember your telling that story, Barbarian. The number killed is a totally political hot potato, estimates range from 35,000 to 200,000, but the high end is probably close from the evidence I’ve seen.
Reading for this over the past few days, it did strike me that the the damage done to those soldiers with consciences left will be immeasurable, and so much of the mental agony goes untreated, and infects families when the soldiers return.
I read at veterans sites where their was abject pride showing, and most of the photos on flickr of Anything Fallujah were military, put up with by Marines, et.al., with hideously macho screen names.
A developing virus of ponerology; we have to find ways to neutralize it, Barbarian.
Thanks for reading, and yes; it was hard. Took more than a couple boxes of tissues.
Before 2001, I had difficulty singing “God Bless America”, since then I refuse to sing it whenever I’m at public events in which the crowd sings along. Instead, I mumble “God Forgive America”, especially in light of what we’ve done in the ME.
Several years after guerilla war broke out in Iraq because of our refusal to leave, a British reporter from one of the esteemed London dailies had an opportunity to interview an Iraqi psychiatrist in Baghdad who had refused to leave the country even though his family had urged him to do so. The doctor felt obligated to continue to offer psychiatric help to his countrymen though he was overwhelmed and had so little in the way of medications, and no real nursing help. He suggested to the reporter that even though he didn’t have the data he wagered that most of the population of Iraq were suffering from PTSD. Can you imagine? Almost an entire nation suffering from PTSD! And no help appears to be on the way to help alleviate the condition.
So how does my anecdote relate to Fallujah and what we did to those people there? In addition to the horrendous destruction, loss of life, the maiming, many of the survivors are probably suffering PTSD, particularly the children.
See the destruction of Yugoslavia for pre Iraq use of DU munitions. This is a crime unparalleled in the history of warfare. We should feel as guilty as the germans. (but of course we wont because we are americans- the new “chosen” people.
Tragically, billyc, I can imagine it. And with each dead or maimed child or loved one, we create many more enemies who wish us all collectively…harm. Who can blame them?
The sad truth is that there are ways to ameliorate PTSD; I suspect that the psycho-spiritual problems are even deeper than that for most of them. And we left them with a government that is less sympathetic to the citizenry than Saddam Hussein was, in many respects.
Yes, indeed: God forgive America. And we struggle each day understanding that we collectively haven’t stopped any of this. Dunno, billyc. We each have to do what we can, knowing that lighting ourselves on fire won’t even help, nor will hunger strikes. Millions in DC for as long as it takes to ask this government to dissolve itself may, but we don’t know when Americans will feel enough personal pain that they feel there’s nothin’ left to lose. Freedom.
Stay strong.
Mahalo, wendy, it really is gruesome what we’d unleashed on Fallujah, I’d add that it wasn’t just DU and WP, but, even Thermobaric weapons…! Which we’re not even informed about it’s long term effects, or, what is used in it’s making, and/or, what is created after it’s detonation…! 8-(
I’d read that, but it was one area I could skirt for the purposes of this post, as well as mustard gas and other chemical weapons, and the long and short-term effects of the WP.
Knowing how much money and how much research is being spent on weapons of destruction, not just for war, but for domestic ‘crowd control’ in anticipation of the coming massive resistance and civil disobedience as people begin to suffer more and awaken…is hard to get your mind around, Tuttle.
I just hung up with realitychecker; he’s alive, in pain, and dedicating his future to rebuilding himself kinda from the ground up. He sends his best to everyone here.
love to you, dear,
wd
{{{RC}}}
Best wishes for a speedy recovery…! *g*
Wendy, you and most of the folks here are moved by art and music. Let me make a suggestion without appearing to be crass or intentionally offending anyone’s sensibility. Are you familiar with Pablo Picasso’s painting entitled Guernica? Picasso was so moved by the bombing of Guernica (in the Basque region of Spain) in 1937, that he painted a mural-size canvas (11 ft x 25 ft) depicting the bombing and destruction. In 1955, Nelson Rockefeller commissioned, and paid for, a tapestry reproduction of the painting which hung for years on the wall leading to the Security Council room at the UN. In 2003, when Colin Powell gave his infamous speech on why we needed to go to war in Iraq, the UN hung a blue banner to cover the painting when Mr. Powell was being interviewed on tv. The tapestry was removed in 2009, by the UN.
My suggestion: I wish there was an artist somewhere in the world who could depict Fallujah, 2004, our Guernica, and display it in a prominent place, as a permanent reminder of the tragedy of Fallujah.
For you, Tuttle. ;o(
Thermobaric weapons, however barbaric, are not in the same league as DU weapons. Once thermobaric weapons explode, they are done….DU weapons continue to effect the area of operations for centuries to come-just like dropping a nuke.
Oh, billyc; I love you for imaging and wishing that. Been sitting here picturing it: the layers of bright white under the other pigments that would be scratched to make the phosphorous bombs light up the land, the sky…the humans. The refugees trailing away in the distance, carrying what they could, with a few sheep or goats among them. Bundles, baskets, clay pots…rictus grins of charred corpses. Would it be a Diego Rivera, or an Anthony Freda?
We keep asking where are the poets and songwriters? We get…Tom Morello? Christ. Damned sure there ain’t much noblesse in this crop of obliges. Who and in what nation would fund such a project? Which institution would hang such a thing? You’ll have my mind pinging about that, billyc.
While his generation digests high-fiber ignorance,
cowering behind curtains and the taped up, painted windows.
Decriminalized genocide, provided door to door Belsens.
Pandora’s box of holocausts,
gracefully cruising satellite infested heavens,
Waiting, wait..waiting the season of the button,
the penultimate migration,
Radioactive perfumes for the fashionably,
for the terminally insane … insane
Do do do do do do you realize,
Do do do do do do you realize,
Do do do do do do you realize,
This world is totally fugazi!
Where are the prophets, where are the visionaries,
where are the poets, to breach the dawn of the sentimental mercenary.
Marillion(the Fish years)
“next-generation napalm, white phosphorus” ask any survivor of the bombings of Hamburg, Dresden, or Tokyo about white phosphorus. That stuff isn’t new at all.
This makes me so sick in the stomach. I find it difficult to hold back the tears for these people and their children. Being an American sucks- we have so much to atone for.
Didn’t know of Marillion; a nice echo is always…comforting. Thank you.
You know, we always tell the story of Fallujah as if it starts with insurgents just up and killing some Blackwater guards and hanging their bodies from a bridge. That’s not exactly the whole story.
When I was poking into locations beyond Abu Ghrab where abuse had taken place (super-props to Dagblog for saving all of our TPM diaries, BTW!), I came across the story of Camp Mercury. Basically, we were pretty much just rolling through Fallujah rounding up most anyone they could find and dumping them at Mercury … to get tortured. That was part of the whole Rifles Blitz thing that McChrystal started as soon as he took over Special Ops there – they had a similar operation running out of a place they called “Blacksmith Hotel”. We’re talking many thousands of detentions.
Thing is; they didn’t really pay much attention to who they hoovered up or why.
Anyhow … the Blackwater guys were the ones doing a bunch of the raids and actually snatching folks. They basically pushed a whole community over the edge. Then when the people finally snapped and retaliated … we razed their city.
Really, the final destruction of their homes is part of the suffering and degradation we inflicted on those people. It’s something we should never forget. Great diary.
The Generals differentiated the two; slightly different formulae, enough so they could lie with impunity, I guess.
Be glad you and I can weep, Terraformer. I wrote about Dresden recently; much the same feelings; I was surprised how many here had a problem with my diary. I wish I knew what ‘atone for’ might even mean for anything we might be able to do.
In the Jewish tradition as I understand it, we’d amend our behavior and ask forgiveness of the Creator. Many of us willing, but no matter how many letters we wrote, or marches we attended, against the Gulf Wars, this war, the next one…blogged about, wrote Congress about…here we are. Powerless for now to unwind Empire.
‘Why’ comes to mind on the upside-down nature of it all. (haven’t watched the remix yet)
That was one seriously badass diary, kgb. Whoosh; worthy of Nick Turse research. I knew there were others, but that’s a long list, especially if you reckon it’s only a partial list.
McCrystal had a long history of being involved in torture; pretty big slap that he was given such an important command, but it signaled what was to come, only now renditions and torture are closely guarded secrets.
Abu Ghraihb arguably gained such prominence die to the art; had there been photos from other black ops prisons…who knows?
Thanks so much for your research and link, and no…we should never forget.
(I tried to call today; will try again tomorrow; kinda funky today, in any event.)
love, (even if I’m still..yada, yada) ;o)
wd
UPDATED to add: I think that many saw the Blackwater guard killings more as a tipping point, which it seemingly…was…to cause such insanely ‘disproportional’ retribution, as they say. Christ.
More great work Wendy. It’s an awful subject, but one that needs to break the through the blinders of the public at large.
It sickens and enrages me that we, as a country, would perpetuate this.
May the corporate media burn in hell for ignoring this and all the other horrors we perpetuate.
I haven’t gotten up the courage to look at the site with the pictures and I don’t know if I will.
((((realitychecker)))))
hugs and kisses and healing to you, buddy.
Hey, greenwarror, that just ain’t right! I did the work,, rc gets the love and props. ;o)
(I told him to get his gold-brickin’ ass up and boogie! Er…my timing may have been off a week or two…LOL!)
He might pop into the Diner tomorrow or the day after for a howdy-do.
Thank you for your response. This means there will be birth defects of a teratogenic nature as the evidence.
Hey Wendy, I really appreciate what you wrote about Dresden- I dont seem to find very many people that believe that two wrongs don’t make a right. Here is a link to that Marillion song from a previous comment (if you are interested)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxu83d4msMA&feature=related
the pictures of the babies and children of fallujah look like other pictures i’m very familiar with: the children born in the chernobyl area after the nuclear meltdown there in 1986. don’t ask me to find the link. it’s too heartbreaking. we had the chernobyl photos enlarged and part of our street demonstration last year for the 25th anniversary of chernobyl.
leave the effin’ uranium in the effin’ ground! don’t mine it. don’t use it in weapons. and don’t use it in “clean, safe” energy production (see chernobyl, fukushima)
Very true. The “West” has become adept at denial- they will most likely find something else to blame for the birth defects (like organically grown food, bad slavic genetics or some such claptrap)
[Video] “When the Dust Settles” by @ICBUW_UK
And if they get control of the internet and we don’t know ways around it? I shudder to think all we won’t know. Even public media is being severely compromised now. Once they figured out how to kill media access during the first Gulf War, make sure no casket-art was shown, no anti-war protests all over the world were visible…we went back to sleep: easier not to know nuffin’ ‘cept yellow ribbons.
About looking at the pictures: dunno what to say. I mean, after three days looking, I’m sittin’ here playin’ stuff like this, partly in irony, partly not. Hard dreams the past two nights, but I signed on to blogging anti-war years ago, so…
I did learn a hard lesson during the gulf War, taught to me by Barbara Kingsolver, and that was that it could become a bit self-indulgent feeling every bomb that fell on Iraqis. Depression can be a serious liability, and serves no purpose.
Sleep well, my friend.
I saw the news on-line that day about the dead military hanging from the bridge and I knew there was something awful they were caught doing. I also never bought for one moment that white phosphorus was the cause of the teratogenic birth defects of the subsequent generation of children but it was put out there as cover-up.
“feeling every bomb” indeed… yet somehow I cannot shut it off.
I sit here and look at the faces of my sleeping children and my heart breaks. I would like to make it go away….their children are our children as well. It’s just not right.
I decided to dig up the link to the Chernobyl photos done by Paul Fusco.
Ah, sweetie. I hear you, and am weeping, too. Tears will help; they bring endorphins, which help wash your soul’s windshield, I swear. When do the tears run out? Dunno, but then once my throat loosens up, I laugh or sing…or go out and look at something living, or the night sky.
And remember that when we weep for one thing, we’re often weeping for many more things and people and pains. How wonderful your kids are there for you to comfort, and in turn comfort yourself.
I told Mr. wendydavis before he left on a trip that part of the reason I’d go ahead with this is because I’m disconsolate over not being able to see my grandbabbies for so long. It’s over two years now. And they need their grammy, goddamit. One day. One day. And this is kinda for them, too.
Yes. It’s important you do look (my diary regarding the relationship of Hanford, Chernobyl and Fukushima and which links to with Paul Fusco’s pictures of Chernobyl children) because you will become ferocious to stop this NOW and FOREVER and we need you and everyone’s help to do just these things especially because the US NW has been hit hard and we have the situation in Japan even worse than Chernobyl which is still unresolved and hangs by a thread (and thus we all).
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Thanks, gw; I ran the slideshow, but I’ll need to wait for more until tomorrow.
‘…like a different race of people.’
There are times when a bit of compartmentalization is a blessing. Whoosh.
Now the Canadians are incensed to find their government doing business with Blackwater and they are battling corporate media disinformation/blackout as we are (they still have their CBC but not for long with Harper rapidly wrecking key institutions):
Thank you, though that seems an odd choice of words. I can read the twitter thingies very well, but your diary was good.
I’m 4 bed. Good night, and see you in the mornnin’.
What it means is you’re looking at the terminus generation of a people who don’t get any semblance of a normal sentient human life. Those people won’t live past childhood/adolescence and all any caretaker or parent can do is just love them, take care of them and midwife their death. That’s just forking brutal by design of military planners in the Pentagon. I am grief and rage stricken simultaneously knowing this and have taken care of old and desperately near death people but they got to have normal awareness and lives earlier in their time on the planet.
Sleep well and thank you for caring!
thanks for the hanging by a thread link.
in it, it says helen caldicott would evacuate from boston. i wonder what part of our planet will be considered safe enough to evacuate to. southern hemisphere?
I live in northern Washington State, and that question has been on my mind for about a year now.
Indeed the guard killings was a tipping point. It was March 2004, an election year. Bush finally had a visual to re-galvanize support for his war that also provided a whole new face for the enemy (Saddam loyalists were getting rather thin by that stage).
Reports indicate that at the time, Marines with combat responsibility for the area wanted to carry out surgical strikes against the specific individuals involved. Top brass wanted to make an example and take the city.
The attack against the guards happened on March 31, 2004. By April 4th, it seems that Mercury (the torture camp) was for all intents gone and a plan to placate the city was in full swing (which, ultimately, didn’t work so well … leading to the all-out assault … just in time for voting day 2004).
I guess the Blackwater guard killing seems the point where action in Iraq tipped from Bush’s crew quietly torturing the population to track down enough “loyalists” to justify our presence into having an entirely new premise for our war in Iraq … the insurgency … with thousands of ready-made opponents freshly minted from the abuses suffered in our torture camps.
i’ve been an anti-nuclear activist for 35 years now. it’s always been crystal clear to me that it’s the biggest threat to humanity by a long shot.
you’re on the front lines in our country for the fukushima fallout. that’s a really difficult place to be now. i’m guessing, the rest of us aren’t far behind.
have you been considering moving? where to?
Argentina.
got to be up at 6:00. i’ll check back in tomorrow. g’night all.
In the mental map I am assembling of the damage already of nuclear tests closer to the poles– like Scotland fer cryin’ out loud– I am wondering that, beyond the obvious no-go zones, that there really is anywhere else to go given that our death squads assassinate trade unionists and environmentalists in Latin America. Who’s gonna defuse this psycho time bomb called the US if we all leave?
FYI Argentina has two nuclear plants.
Wonder what their waste management strategy is?
“Anger as depleted uranium shells to be test-fired again on Scottish soil” (Newsnet Scotland, Nov. 7, 2011)
Some comments but you should read the the whole thing:
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in this hour long video of a lecture helen caldicott presented, she said she’d move to australia (where she’s from). she said the air masses in the northern hemisphere don’t mingle with the air masses in the southern hemisphere. it was towards the end of the video.
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thanks mark for both links.
We live and work in Irak. We see this daily.
mfi
Blackwater guards my ass. They were mercenaries. Call them what they were for goodness sake – mercenaries. They were mercenaries – hired killers who set out to make their living by violence and inflicting misery and terror on others. To hell with them and those who employed them.
mfi
the destruction my government causes in our world is truly horrible. i’m sorry you’re living through some of the worst of it.
Ya know, markfromireland, you come in and smack me for picking up verbiage from a comment above late at night, after a sorrowful three days. You don’t know me, and the many diaries and blogs I’ve done on Blackwater.
Way to go.
And I’ll “smack” you every time you do it wendy and I’ll “smack” anyone else that does it too.
They were mercenaries, human vermin, who set out to make their living by inflicting misery and terror on others – in Blackwater’s case they inflicted it mostly on unarmed civilians. To hell with them and to hell with those who employ them. Calling them nice nicey little euphemisms like “guards” lets them and those who employ them seize the narrative. You’d scream blue murder and rightly so if I started calling rapists “merely overenthusiastic”.
Finally, spare me please the standard self-regarding snivel that gets trotted out with monotonous regularity by “liberals” every time somebody hurts their feelings about how angst ridden you are and how we don’t know you and how bad you feel and how much you’ve written and and and and … that one wore out its welcome round about the time Methuselah popped his clogs.
You’re right I don’t know you. So what?
mfi
Yes, we can all respect your righteousness and fury, and your incredible right to call out all “self-regarding snivel that gets trotted out with monotonous regularity by “liberals” every time somebody hurts their feelings about how angst ridden you are and how we don’t know you and how bad you feel and how much you’ve written and and and and…”
Nice to have you stop by, markfromireland. Pardon me for not caring for your attitude.
Try to imagine how little I care wendy. Bye bye.
mfi
Dear, dear wendy – I completely missed your Dresden diary, most likely because on that most dark evening I am always remembering that my mentor and dearest friend, [no, not Kurt Vonnegut] escaped the holocaust that very night.
In light of the intense conversations you were having on your thread, and on this one, maybe the following brief account will help. My friend was a prisoner of war at the camp by Dresden at the time, having been put there by the Germans when they occupied Paris. During that night’s bombing, he was able to escape, and he made his way, being Russian Orthodox, to the Russian cathedral where he and others spent the night in the basement. I often try to visualize what it must have felt like just crossing through burning buildings and the many evidences of human carnage; I can’t.
In the morning, they came up into the cathedral where everything was strewn about, but the building stood. It was Old Calendar Feast of the Meeting in the Temple, where Mary and Joseph bring their baby to meet with St. Symeon. They straightened the icons and sang the hymns.
You can see from archival photos that in the area everything is laid waste. Only the cathedral was left standing.
At such times there is no right and no justification. There is cataclysmic destruction which should never, never have happened.
You say on the Dresden diary “…We accept and applaud Nuremburg trials , and love the Nazi hunters going to the ends of the earth to rout out the assholes, , but forget to ask why ‘we’ were never held accountable for what we did in Dresden, or Hiroshima and Nagasaki, and more. Again, I’d argue that this is much of the reason we find ourselves here today, acting as terrorists…”
Thank you for both these diaries.
Well, I’m sure this can be justified on “60 Minutes” given the chance.
hmmm, a person who is a “guard” is hired, therefore a mercenary, friggin semantics. Aren’t military personnel paid, therefore hired, and taught to kill? WTF, semantics.
I hate that my friends’ (plural) sons (plural) have felt the need to join the Army as they felt they had no other financial prospects in this richest (laugh rather than cry) country of ours.
Did I write that? LOL!
Thank you for the vignette; what a picture you painted for us of the cathedral standing in the vast ruins. Shoot, how could one not see it as miraculous? I might be singing those hymns today. ;o)
“At such times there is no right and no justification. There is cataclysmic destruction which should never, never have happened.”
Thank you for that, juliania; I really was baffled by some of the comments on that thread. I’ve since realized that Margaret’s question about framing it the way she did…might have been about holocaust deniers. Now I imagine I might have said: “Wouldn’t including all that that have been akin to telling the readers assembled here that the sky is blue?” I guess I assumed everyone knows WWII history, though I hadn’t an idea in the world that the horrors of Dresden wouldn’t be pretty much universally condemned here. All of it caught me very off guard. It’s a highly emotional subject for me, obviously. ;o)
And…part of that is down to Kurt Vonnegut. ;o)
love to you; what a pleasure to have you read and comment,
wd
Yikes; I didn’t even know Sixty Minutes was still on; my stars.
Yeah, I guess I over-reacted to mark; I’m tired and cranky, and when I wrote about the allegedly ‘rogue soldier’ Bales who allegedly single-handedly murdered the seventeen children, women and men in Kandahar Province, a man who lives in Irak and does good works called me out in a loud voice for things I won’t mention here. Similar charges, but more extreme invective, lol! (That story is developing, too, by the way. Nasty: lies, disappeared local witnesses, and more.)
Semantics. I will say that awhile back I went through both pdf’s of the Congressional inquiries into contract military. Not all of them are killers, but some do support. Not that that excuses them, far from it; and many of them seem to be foreign nationals who’ve essentially been Shanghaied by the contractors and forced to work.
The most dangerous are the ones that have turned into combined JSOC/mercenary Dark Armies, answerable to no one but those whose goals they carry out and apparently support. Unsurprisingly, different Senators have made calls lately to expand those ‘services’ into other nations and regions. It’s simply out of control.
Congress doesn’t really want a piece of it. Hell’s bells, who do you think they and the ‘diplomats’ want guarding them on their junkets and missions? Eric’s boyz. Sociopaths and psychopaths who’ve been fully indoctrinated into America’s right to rule the world.
Thanks, SharonMI; nice to see you.
Stay strong, and love,
wd
This diary brought 60 mins to my attn
http://dissenter.firedoglake.com/2012/04/30/former-cia-spy-jose-rodriguezs-truly-sociopathic-60-minutes-interview/
OMG, Sharon: Infotainment. Almost too sick to speak to.
Whoosh. Those calling to Occupy the News! may be dreamin’ for now, but clearly, getting alternative news sources to become more ubiquitous is some major hurdle we face. I forget which commenter on one of my threads was telling about some post-’24′ series that are essentially infomercials to soften viewers for the coming police state. I meant to look them up, got busy and forgot. (If I had a memory, I’d be awesome).
Guess I can’t even afford to think through how Sixty Minutes might justify it; nope. Just did it, dammit, in the old “Don’t think of an elephant” metaphor.
Thank you for showing me CBS. Christ in a canoe.
It got away from me over the course of time, but I really wanted to thank you for the context of horror you provided here; it’s stellar, and hard to wither look away from, or forget:
“What it means is you’re looking at the terminus generation of a people who don’t get any semblance of a normal sentient human life. Those people won’t live past childhood/adolescence and all any caretaker or parent can do is just love them, take care of them and midwife their death. That’s just forking brutal by design of military planners in the Pentagon. I am grief and rage stricken simultaneously knowing this and have taken care of old and desperately near death people but they got to have normal awareness and lives earlier in their time on the planet.”
Tragic doesn’t begin to cover it.
Well, Mark From Ireland, while you might be technically correct that Blackwater provides mercenaries in the theater (also referenced in my post upthread), you are failing to grasp one minor concept: Blackwater is a big corporation that does many various things.
See, it turns out that the mercenary teams actually kind of roll pretty deep and don’t expose themselves unless acting as part of a shock-team. Those guys do the snatching, they aren’t typically on convoy duty … and if they come under fire, whole city blocks disappear.
In the instance of the individuals who were pulled from their vehicle, burned and then hung from a bridge; turns out they were simply rolling on guard detail with a convoy of kitchen supplies. They were part of the grunt squad … in the wrong place at the wrong time when a population snapped at the systemic dehumanization and abuse at the hands of the forces that had control of their area (hint: that’s not the people rolling supply lines). The existence of Blackwater mercenaries in other contexts doesn’t change the fact that the folks killed were indeed guards.
In short, you really don’t know what the fuck you are talking about. Sad to see you go out being both 100% wrong and a total douche about it … but that appears to be what has happened here.
While I agree that MFI is behaving like a douche (didn’t your mother teach you better manners?) it makes no difference that these men were riding shotgun with kitchen supplies- they are still mercs. I spent 5 years with the US Army Special Forces in the late 80′s, and I tell ya- I have no respect for these fuckers. There is a very good reason that mercenaries were illegal for so many decades- they are evil. They kill people for profit. The law should be changed again so that these people can not exist. Eric Prince should be hanged, drawn and quartered and pissed on. Fuck Blackwater, Xe or whatever new name they are hiding behind.
Oh and Mark from Ireland- Fuck you for being rude.
Thank you for putting it more clearly than I did at #77. I appreciate the comment, and context, kgb.
And above, I said re: Blackwater, “insert profanity of your choice” or something. Still. On the Diner, the author was asking me if I knew Mark from the Sunday Gorilla Guides; I did, but not as far back as they did.
My point was that this diary was hard-won emotionally for me, showcased the issue pretty well, and the commenter chose to choose to object to a word, and disregard the diary in total. No amount of ‘my pain trumps your liberal bullshit verbiage’ seems worthy. Nor are petulant ‘bye byes’.
We can work together to try to stop the war machine…or get in each others’ faces over the small stuff; not both, imo.
True. He just really jerked my chain.
I believe it was Heinlein who said “life is too short to be rude.”
I feel such shame that Erikkk Prince, that f*cker, is from Michigan.
Lord love a duck; I meant the rude commenter, lol! Jerked my chain, too, but I was tired and cranky, and got riled too easily. Didn’t know Heinlein said that. He had better drugs than we do, lol!
Sleep well if I don’t see you again.
Updated: Shoot, I’d forgotten to ask: are you doing better today? I sure do hope so, my friend.
Nah, don’t sweat that, Sharon. Everyone has to be born somewhere.
Thanks for playing. ;o)
This is so typical – hate on MFI or Mohammed Ibn Leith on this thread or others. Call out “douche” because you don’t like what he’s saying, and then split this somehow into some tribal thing where MFI=”bad” and the diary and commenters=”good” because you value niceties and process over outcome.
Never ask them about their real world experience, which includes children in Fallujah! Why bother, since they actually live there in Irak, and saving 10′s of thousands of children this year, and aren’t just blogging for the hell of it.
Don’t bother to try and make a relationship with them, and understand why a potential insult to your eyes or ears is an opportunity.
Don’t try to figure out why as a gay atheist I am treated with warm respect by MFI, and offer the same to him, a devout Catholic with a Marian devotion that I admire but can never aspire, yet share the delight of ancient music regarding that subject, and share fervently.
Don’t try to figure out why I, again as a gay atheist, regard Mohammed Ibn Leith as one of the finest people I know, who leads an escort guard to provide security for Christians on their way to services on Sundays. Who is so young, but so respected in his community, fluent in multiple languages, and has never ever said one crappy thing to me, ever, despite what American media would have you think about ayatollahs, which undoubtedly Mohammed will become, in an unbelievable short amount of time, considering the rigor of the process.
Just don’t bother. Any of you. Your Venn diagrams with these folks will never be an 100% overlap, which is what you demand. And this in regards to the fact that you just won’t look at what they are actually saying, and you’re simultaneously claiming to be “right” or “nice” or something.
This is exactly why I myself barely bother with the self proclaimed pure people any more.
It’s tiresome and unproductive. But there was no way I was going to let this crap go without saying something, no matter how inadequate to how fine I know MFI and MiL to be. Because they wouldn’t leave me in the cold either, unlike the so-called purity crowd here.
“because you don’t like what he’s saying” no, because of how he is saying it. Hell, I agree with him (and I’m a straight humanist! know huh?. Geez sorry for pointing out that someone was being very rude.
A good outcome would have been for markfromireland to reckon that this diary served a good purpose spotlighting the tragedy, and he might have reminded me that Blackwater hires mercenaries to disappear or kill people, but it’s not as though anyone at this site doesn’t know that.
A good outcome would be if we could leave the small stuff like a single word invalidating this post and join forces together to help to end war and Empire, and the killing of brown people all over the planet.
What any of this has to do with your atheism or being gay is a mystery to me, but loyalty to your friends is admirable. In this case, I don’t agree with your framing: mark could have chosen to comment in a different way, as could have MIL when he called me out as insincere for my post on Bales’ murders of Afghans, and blamed us for its happening.
Understanding all they do and that they share their work here is a grand thing, but there are ways to communicate civilly, and this didn’t qualify as that, imo. Yep, I admitted to being overwrought from digging into all this, but it was not an issue of ‘purity’; that seems to be what you are bringing to the discussion.
And I’m sure they are both stellar and highly moral people in many respects.
You prove my point – valuing process (polite) over outcome (resulting information).
I can show you many examples of unmannerly comments by any commenters on this thread. The thing is, some are prized if you’re in the “right tribe” and if you’re NOT in the “right tribe?”
The answer is “you ain’t in the right tribe.” Nothing substantive.
I’ll never expect you to “get it” since it’s not all nice and pretty, and people didn’t declare love and hugs to you.
When you can get and accept what MFI is saying, then you’ve learned.
Until then, meh. Regardless of what you think of yourself. Didn’t you say you came here to learn? This is your opportunity since you’ve never been anywhere near Fallujah.
Mark has. Listen.
Ah, I see now how personal this is for you. A few things occur to me, Kelly.
First, you are very loved here; that’s clear from your readers’ comments.
Second, from what I’ve read, you have an active life out and about in your community; I can’t any longer, so online life is likely more central to me than you. I try to poke a bit of fun at myself for it, knowing that it’s a bit absurd, but…there it is.
Third, spreading love and building community is central to the democracy movement, and I try to do that both online and in real life as often as I’m able to, whether through words online, cooking or providing what I’m able to for folks in my area, etc.
Fourth, it may be that I have more need for both giving and receiving love than the average bear given my circumstances. And yep, I get caught in ego traps as most humans do, but I am trying to learn how not to do that, and let it drain my energy away.
Yes, I will try to simmer down and learn more in the future from markfromireland and the Gorilla Guides, but he was off the mark about his hyperbole here, imo. Understandable as all giddy-up, I reckon, but that wasn’t quite the issue.
I came here both to help shape the conversation over issues, especially war and a few other key areas of high importance to me as well as learn. I teased the other day: ‘I blog…therefore…I am.’ And said how ridiculous it was in a way, but sorta true, nonetheless. It may even be more absurd to think that what I write and how I write it might help change the world a little bit for the better.
That’s all I’ve got. Happy May Day; I hope it’s a glorious beginning to the American Spring.
From the pot calling kettle black archives:
“unlike the so-called purity crowd here”
Well, as everyone seems to acknowledge, we all are formed by our different experiences, and un-called for intolerance or rude comments do not facilitate discussion in which participants can learn from one another. Wendy, I in no way was calling you out for giving a heated response to the rude comment. Dude may’ve been peeved but to poop on your words as he did, regardless of his experience, and then pile it up further, and then leave….well, yeah, I learned a lot. Call me a purist for wanted civil interactions, and I’ll call you an instigator. I’ve grew up in the ghetto, and as a white female, I learned early the consequences of letting fly with insults, lucky for me it was from watching and not doing.
I take your point, but don’t entirely agree. If someone works as a secretary – we call them a secretary. If someone works as a secretary for a company that also provides mercenaries … we still call them a secretary.
In the case of Blackwater, we actually do know for a fact that they have a plethora of various MOS designations – and some people do in fact simply serve basic guard functions and never participate in tactical offensive operations (which, IMO, marks the primary difference between a guard and a “mercenary”). If you are denying such individuals exist within a Blackwater workforce of thousands, I think you are simply mistaken.
To my knowledge, there simply aren’t any *facts* that I am aware of to make concrete assertions beyond saying those guys were guards. If you are aware if such documentation, please enlighten. Otherwise, while I recognize the strong emotions feel from your time in combat – and wholeheartedly agree on the need to do away with Cheney’s unaccountable private death squads.
So, in my opinion, I used the most accurate (based on real facts in evidence) way to reference the Blackwater employees who were killed in the incident being discussed (a reasonably large number of times before MFI came along, it should be noted). If the guy wants to make a grammar-troll-style comment on it … fine.
If he wants to escalate, go all blog-scrappy and announce that he’s going to attack me (and anyone else) on every thread from here to doomsday for being factually accurate – he’s going to get exactly a response like that from me … every single time. I’m not a necessarily a “turn the other cheek” kind of guy – and I think it’s unfair of anyone to ask me to face obnoxiousness pointed directly at me without response.
Clearly there are some seriously weird meta-issues around here. Not really interested in playing that.
[Update: oh dang, dangling sentence fragment .... "Otherwise, while I recognize the strong emotions feel from your time in combat – and wholeheartedly agree on the need to do away with Cheney’s unaccountable private death squads ..." - a fact-based debater would seem obligated to concede the point.]
I understand your point.
“some people do in fact simply serve basic guard functions and never participate in tactical offensive operations (which, IMO, marks the primary difference between a guard and a “mercenary”). If you are denying such individuals exist within a Blackwater workforce of thousands, I think you are simply mistaken.”
I do not deny this simple fact. I do however disagree with the idea that those people are “innocent”. They work for a private army that makes obscene amounts of money through the use of violence- just because someone has a support/logistics MOS does not lessen their culpability. These people are not conscripts, nor are they volunteers. They are people who actively sought these jobs because of the high pay.
As opposed to people who actively sought jobs in the military because of the GI Bill and (if you can believe it) decent pay? Recruiters troll financially distressed communities for a reason, you know. A very large number of soldiers are soldiers exclusively because it represented the best economic opportunity available to them.
I never proposed an idea those people were “innocent”. Simply that they were indeed guards. I don’t think it’s accurate to give the National Guard credit for atrocities committed by JSOC either. But, ultimately, the National Guard guys often get stuck on the ground and take the retaliatory hits for actions conducted by Special Forces.
While I hate the policy, if the private entities are embraced and deployed as an extension of our military, I’m not sure it’s correct to somehow differentiate them from of the rest of our active forces … it’s all one big interrelated military action and as far as the Iraqi people are concerned, I’ll bet that’s pretty much a distinction without difference.
OK. You convinced me with that last comment.
Thanks for having the debate … you challenged me to reason past the point of simple semantics and think about some things I really never had before.
LOL! Oops; I’m going to have to disagree with that debate-ending final sentence. From what I’ve read in the Arabic press over the years, many folks know exactly what Blackwater is…and does.
http://english.al-akhbar.com/search/node/blackwater
Boatloads of hits for Alarabiya;
Wish I had a better memory for other news sites.
But imo it was those identifying marks on the vehicles that made those four guys a handy target. Some witnesses I’ve read tend to identify Blackwater clothes, or mode of dress, even, as I remember it. Prolly all wear Raybans er somethin’. Bet in the UAE it’s a requirement.
And the angry arab.
I *think* (although am not 100% sure), in this instance, the Blackwater folks were the only security for the convoy … so it’s not like the attackers really had many options. Do you think the attackers would have behaved differently if they saw a similar opportunity and the convoy had been guarded by regular troops?
I’m not sure what you say is in disagreement, though. Obviously the Iraqi people probably know better than anyone the various factions of our MIC that are operating in their county … often they are the first source of information that HRW, etc. use to track down what the hell has been going on. As far as that goes, I’m quite certain we have force groupings that are especially loathed and feared.
My point was that I *don’t* think after a deadly incident that the Iraqi people (or whomever) go “Oh, gee … that was done by Blackwater folks; we won’t blame the American military for *this* one.” As far as that goes, I think the differentiation is largely domestic – in so much as apparently congress feels no need to provide oversight to these private armies that serve at the pleasure of the president.
I see your point, and have no answer re: if the attackers would have behaved differently had it been DynCorps vehicles, or others. Just don’t know, and I just went and straightened out some of the even timelines in my head. Some events I was muzzy about were post March 2004.
Guess it depends if the attack were planned with advance knowledge of the convoy’s trip, or more extemporaneous than that, as in: attack of convenience (there’s a better word that’s not coming to me; rats.)
Geez, wendydavis, can’t you just bake some cookies and be quiet for a minute lol? ((((((wendydavis)))))) I got your love right here, baby. ;-)
Holy succotash, my dear! I was just thinkin’ of you, got on your dashboard to see if you’d been here, and found you…HERE!
How wonderful to see you, sweet patootie! These time stamps are so confusing, I have no idea when you posted your comment; guess I’ll know which time zone once I see mine, lol!
Cannae seem to keep quiet, but you know that; that’s part of what ya love about me, methinks. ;o)
Just went out to do round 2 of the outdoor chores, and good golly Miss Molly, the chokecherries just started bloomin’; a heady scent like no other. So sublime it makes ya stand still, close yer eyes and just breathe it in though yer nose, or: Yer Old Factory, as Maxie Klinger put it, lol!
Yeah, hope ya played the Mary Travers song, and let it soothe you. I am sending you healing thoughts, prayers, and vibrations as often as I can, dear rc.
love, and more love, and this nostalgic song I’ve been listenin’ to.